You'd have to have known something better to realize how bad
[prison] is. But there's a lot of people in here who don't know anything
better. So there's something very seriously wrong with how this whole
thing works. (Nicole*)
To return from prison into the community required a woman to heal and
to negotiate many barriers, barriers that are reinforced by the stigma
of incarceration.
The women described the desire to share the journey with others in
the community. They described a desire to have a meaningful life as a
contributing citizen through work and volunteering. They described a
need for the support of those who can facilitate their access to the
social determinants of health, including housing, employment
opportunities, social supports, and general health and well-being
through leisure.
Given dominant forces in the community and without strong support, in
many instances women will return to a world where the conditions which
lead them to offend will persist and further challenge their hopes for
reintegration.
- For many of the women we met, life before prison followed a path
marked by a lack of self-esteem, with few supports and resources, and
experiences of oppression and marginalization. Poverty, racism, trauma,
and abuse created marginalization and dislocation of the individual from
society. These conditions also brought about a dislocation from self,
which for some was further perpetuated by drug and alcohol use, and
other forms of addiction and self-harm.
- In prison, opportunities were present for a very different human
expression from the world outside. Formal and informal relations and
programs in the prison occurred within the highly regulated and
restrictive context where rhythms and norms of daily life were different
from those found in outside communities.
- The women were deeply concerned with and affected by familial
relationships and relationships within the community-at-large. As well,
relations within the prison, with other women serving time, with prison
staff and with volunteers who came into the prison to offer support in
one form or another, all influenced their sense of well-being.
Uncertainty and frequent changes that occur within the ranks of staff
acted to undermine relationships.
- While incarcerated, a lack of connection with members of the
broader community outside of the prison created a wide chasm that the
women had to bridge upon their release.
- Transitional housing, including in some instances halfway houses
where women must locate while on parole and under correctional
supervision, presented significant barriers to reintegration.
- An important aspect of gaining access to the determinants of health
and to re-entering the community is the ability to navigate “system’s”
rules, and economic and structural barriers. Many women spoke of the
difficulty of navigating economic and social systems, particularly
in the absence of social support and acceptance by the community.
- Against the backdrop of stigma, feelings of shame and isolation,
the roles associated with motherhood, employment, and volunteering
provided women with the hope of having identities beyond that of the
prisoner. The women hoped to find a way of contributing or giving back
to the communities in which they lived.
- For some, prison began to feel like the only safe place in the
world. The prospect of community re-entry without strong social support
was overwhelming. The need for openness and some sort of circle of
support was routinely expressed by women who felt it to be essential for
successful community re-entry.
[community] could be a trigger for me and I don’t want to take up
the drink anymore. I have three years of sobriety and I want to keep up
with that … when I do go to [community] I will have to see what my gut
tells me, what I am feeling, if I am feeling safe there. So I know what I
want to do and what I have to do in order to get by and live a decent
life … I have to be able to feel comfortable where ever it is that I am
going to live. (Gabrielle*)
*To protect the women’s anonymity, only pseudonyms are used in our reports.